I can't belive that some people can be so

• narrow hearted
• petty
  
• unreasonable
  

Over mean over, by gone let it be by gone
But why can't they have this kind of thinking?
Still making so much noise...
Which everything start from a very small matter
and i didn't even do anything wrong.
What you people want ???

Just that I didn't went down and help out to carry thing only.
Then I have to let you people drag me down into this problem
and kena a slap which I don't deserve it at all.
For nothing I've been let people accuse say that I have no manner,
I'm rude, I disobey them. Say until like i'm in the wrong first.

Which I didn't.
Isn't we human have our own right to choose and decide on thing?
Just didn't go down and help to carry things only mean i disobey them
didn't go down and help to carry things only mean i'm rude
didn't go down and help to carry things only mean i have no manner
didn't go down and help to carry things only mean I have to deserve the slap is it ?

Is there such a rules anot ???

A person that already went back home to their own house
and call back and saying why am i so rude, no manner
which everything is already been carry up and is already inside my house
and what else you people want ???
Take cab down to my place and just came up straight to my house and walk directly straight to the room shout at you using his/her finger point at you straight directly into your face and scold you
non stop saying why are you so rude and disobey why can't you just go down and help trying to explain but is there any use ? He/She just non stop repeating saying the same thing no manner, rude.. after that give you a one tight slap on to you left side of face.

You have what right to slap me ?
My dad didn't even say anything or grumbling about I didn't went down and help.
But for you what right you have to slap me ?
By telling my dad that he don't know how to teach her daughter he/she help him to teach
Teach her daughter for her.

Then Let me ask you people is this the right way to teach a kids, adult, elderly or even an animals ? By slapping them hitting them call teaching them a lesson if that's the case all school teacher and all family, all people in this world can do so is it ???

Because this is what they say.

Reported police is because I can't just let people slap me and go off and expected me to take it as nothing had happen before or expect me to take it as I deserve it because i'm in the wrong first. Which a matter that have shouldn't have any problem with me. A matter that don't need to make it till so big and serious from the start. But who start it first? Did you people really go and think about it? Before you accusing me and insist is i'm in the wrong first.

Do you people know how's the feeling of kena one slap for nothing and been accuse by the most of you which I didn't do anything wrong. Blaming me for reporting the police, saying you narrow hearted, young don't know how to think, never think of consequces after reporting..

What consequces ?
You people dislike us.
Won't want to us to be part of the family.

If you people will know how to say FAMILY this word then you all won't non stop accusing me, blaming me, saying i'm in the wrong first, desever this slap because he/she helped us out before. Wah slap until my face swell a bit and causing my cheek bone pain. That call what you people say I deserve it ? So is it mean that in this world no matter who ever you helped out before and when you're not happy with the person, kids, adult, elderly or even a pets you can just go up straight to them and tell them that " Hey you who or who is naughty, very rude, no manner and then give them one tight slap". and say " They deserve it ".

And Expect the person that you slap keep quiet without doing anything about it and let it off.
If a human have this kind of thinking isn't that mean next time whenever they think that you're naughty, you disobey them, you're rude to them, you have no manner and then they can came up and teach you a lesson again by slapping or maybe even worst.

Report police is just want to let you people know that teaching a kids, children, or an animal this is not the right way to teach.

Maybe you people is not the one that kena it so can say thing so easily and without knowing how the person feel. The pain on my cheek bone, those accusing from you people. Do you people really know how I feel or just trying and non stop insisting saying that you people know. If you people really know you people won't non stop blaming me, accusing me.

I will never never forget about this. NEVER.
The Date : 21st of feb 2011
Time : 11pm plus

I've been slap for nothing on my left face and causing my cheek bone pain and have to see a doctor and take MC for 2 days. But last but not least you people make me cry until so badly.

Unspoken Feeling - ( 12 ) _ Miss You Miss You_

Miss You Miss you

Unspoken Feeling - ( 11 )

I need to let go I know about it

But is very easy by saying it then doing it
Even now me and him is just a normal friend
but I still can feel and know that
somehow his still inside me

But for now I'm only able to remain as his friend

Once, use to think that he would be different
different from the past, thought that things might be different
yes starting he really do make me feel different
make me feel so right
I really didn't expect thing between us became like that.

Before knowing him and be with him
I use to told myself not to fall in love so easily
until I feel that it's right
Of cause, before knowing him and being with him
I don't really trust what guy say or
you even can say that I don't give people my trust that easily.

But after I get to know him
Slowly bit by bit
I start to miss him
but during that time i told myself not to let him know
that i'm missing him cause we're just a very normal friend
and of cause when the time you start to
miss a person bit by bit mean that maybe
you're starting to fall for him/her.

During that time I'm still not sure with my own feeling yet
that's why I told myself that I'm not going to let him know
that I'm missing him just for being safe and not to get hurt again.

Slowly, We get to be together
He make me feel so right
He let me feel different
He let me learn how to ask myself to trusted him and others
He let me fall for him too.

But I never never think that I feel it wrongly
thing between us started to change
end up we got to call it off between us

( His not really the type of guy that I always said and expect, but I just automatically have feeling for him.. Ha.. )

Anyway, now we've already ended
he have moved on
I've moving on slowly too
even though its much diffcult for me
but I'm still trying my very best too move on.

Missing him still of cause I do still will
Have feeling him still of cause I do still have
Like him of cause I do still like him
Wanna be with him of cause I want

But everything right now seem to be so clear.

If we're able to turn back the time
maybe things between us will be different.
But too bad we just can't turn back the time.

Got to move on even I still have you in my heart.

Unspoken Feeling - ( 10 )

其实， 我还喜欢你

Actually I　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｙｏｕ　

但是，每当我知道你喜欢她我就要对知己说

Ｂｕｔ，　ｗｈｅｎｅｖｅｒ　Ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｔｈａｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｈｅｒ　
Ｉ got to tell myself

说你以及不喜欢我了， 你现在喜欢的是她不是我

tell myself that now you no longer like me
the one that you like right now is her not me

就算我还喜欢他，我也不能做些设么

even I　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｈｉｍ　Ｉ　ａｌｓｏ　ｃａｎ＇ｔ　ｄｏ　ａｎｙｔｈｉｎｇ

我只可以放在我心里，而不能够让你知道

ｗｈａｔ　Ｉ can do is just to keep it inside my heart
where I　ｃａｎ＇ｔ　ｌｅｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｋｎｏｗ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｉｔ．　

Unspoken Feeling - ( 9 )

I feel like shouting out telling you that

I still Like You

I still Miss You

I still Wanna Be With You

Why？？？

Because Ｉ　ＬＯＶＥ　ＹＯＵ　！！！

我好想好想大大声得对你说：

我还是很喜欢你

我还是很想你

我还是很想和你在一起

为设么？

因为　我　爱　你　！！！

我爱你。

Unspoken Feeling - ( 8 )

Sometime I didn't say anything or speak out
doesn't mean it's the way you're thinking about.
NO It's not the way you think.

Just like now although I agree us to just remain as friend
Doesn't mean I wanted it. NO.
Doesn't mean that I don't miss you. NO.
Doesn't mean that I don't like you anymore. NO
Doesn't mean that I don't care about you. NO
Doesn't mean that I don't wanna be with you again. NO
Doesn't mean that I don't have feeling for you anymore. NO
Doesn't mean that I'm fine. NO

- ( I don't just wanna be friend with you. But what can I do ? )
- ( I do still miss you. But what can I do ? )
- ( I do still like you. But what can I do ? )
- ( I do still care for you. But what can I do ? )
- ( I do still wanna be with you again. But what can I do ? )
- ( I do still have feeling for you. But what can I do ? )
- ( I'm not truly fine. But what can I do ? )

Just like I didn't say that I still love you doesn't mean I don't love you anymore.
But what can I do ???

So no matter how i'm feeling towards you
I'm only able to keep it inside.
So that at least I still get to chat with you sometime.

你的微笑姿态 还是那么的存在
（你~还～在）
在我心里底某一块
（ 爱～还～在）